i am now.
i lost my best friend last summer.
and i'm afraid that i might have lost my next best friend yesterday.
so here are a few
Alone
alone
by myself
dark black chasm
before my blurry eyes
she gave her heart away
to one of greater worth
where am I then?
on my own
to cry
alone
Hello, Anyone There?
There's no one at the door
The knocks: inside my head
I hear them and I know
But still I always check
There's no one at the door
Once there was, one so fair
She became my other half
And so I always check
There's no one at the door
We were our life, our love
And now we are no more
But still I always check
There's no one at the door
I know the hope is gone
But in my heart it's there
Because I always check
There's no one at the door
I wish my hope was gone
Each time I do it hurts
But once more, I will check
Touch It...and It Dies
There was a little flower
That grew along my street
The moment that I saw it
Without was not complete
I picked it up in my hands
And put it in my heart
The moment that I touched it
It began to fall apart
It had a wondrous beauty
That warmed my heart and soul
But now that I have touched it
It's left me, sad and cold
Touching things that are to me
The beauty and the best
Can only lead, in our lives,
To decay and to death
So beauty watched from afar
All I'll have forever
But to know they're happy there
My despair does smother
